I shouldn't have fell in love with you....

"If I knew missing you was going to be part of my life, I never would have let you in."

Almost two months without you... Without your smile...

I know you have her, but I keep remember you.

I can't...

God, I love you.

Why can't I forget you?

And you are with her... Why do you keep looking at me?

I am tired of it.

I ignore you, and you? You try to get close.

I try to get close and you ignore me.

What is this situation? Can you explain to me, because honestly I don't understand.
If one day, I walked away, you can have sure I tried all ways to get close of you and fight for you, but you always said to go away.

And what bothers me is that I care, I really care.

I made it.

For the first time I made something that I would probably never do by weakness.

And I am feeling fine.

I am feeling fine not only for having done it for "him" but by overcoming this obstacle is that shyness.

You shown me that I can fall for someone again.

Be my blond. 

It seems to ignore always works.

But have you thought to be too lateand I am tired of your eyes and laughter?

I miss his smile. God, I miss him.