I am tired of it.

I ignore you, and you? You try to get close.

I try to get close and you ignore me.

What is this situation? Can you explain to me, because honestly I don't understand.
If one day, I walked away, you can have sure I tried all ways to get close of you and fight for you, but you always said to go away.

And what bothers me is that I care, I really care.

Despite the distance, I can't live without you.

I made it.

For the first time I made something that I would probably never do by weakness.

And I am feeling fine.

I am feeling fine not only for having done it for "him" but by overcoming this obstacle is that shyness.

You shown me that I can fall for someone again.

Be my blond.